Well there goes another year,still not sure where it went or even if iv wasted it or not,all i know is that iv got my head straight and im looking foreward for the first time in ages so where do i go from here,well i really have no idea but guess ill just have to ride the big wheel of life and see where it takes me.
i do know one thing tho i know where i want to be,just need to figure out how to get there now.as fer the rest ov my life thats been cancelled.:) i wonder wot 2013 holds fer me it dosent bear thinking about after my awfull attempt at life so far,but then agen i was never any good at normality.sometimes i stop and take a look at wot im trying to acceive and it kina feels like im stuck between 2 different dimensions trying to find a way out i just feel like screaming but will anyone hear me?
Well Franklin seems to have gone missing,she has been gone over a month now.
I dont understand where she has gone though considering im 5 floors up,she was on my balcony one minuite next minuite she was gone,!WIERD! or what.:(
I really loved that cat too,she waqs gunna come on my epic journey with me,well god only knows where she is now.i could sware i hear her sometimes on a night,but then i discover theres nothing there,its really upsetting when you grow to love an animal so much,she became part of me only to vanish like that.
LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU
ILL NEVER FORGET YOU
Just thaught id write a few lines about where i am at the moment,iv hit tht faithfull crossroads where you have to decide whether you wanna spend ur life going backwards or you actually start moving forwards and try to make something ov urself,its an easy decision really,forwards it is but im chasing a dream and let me tell you all something,its really difficult but its worth it,being a singer is no easy feat,i know i aint done nothing yet but im still figuring this out ill get there though.
its actually suprising how far you come without realizing,but if you follow ur dreams you cant go wrong just dont chase a pipe dream people,set goals and stick to them and you shud be fine.even now im sat staring out my window into darkness watching passing cars n listning to the world go by wondering wots next fer me guess ill just have to wait n find out when the good lord is ready.im currently learning the acustic guitar which is quite difficult but its also really fun and very rewarding when you play ur first few real notes together,i hope some of you take the time to read this,i shall write another one soo. bye fer now………